Give it Up

Matthew 19:10-12

“For there are eunuchs who have been so from birth, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by others, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. Let anyone accept this who can.” (v.12)

Quite frankly, I find it unacceptable! Especially when I think, “what have I sacrificed for the kingdom of heaven?”

Thinking about these verses, it is not just about sex and it is not just about divorce and celibacy after remarriage (as odd as that thought might be). It is also about a committed relationship to another human being, a “significant other”. Now I suppose, if you have never known that kind of relationship in the first place you might not miss it, but, having known it, then to walk away from it, for the duration of your lifetime, is quite another thing.

There are some elements in Scripture I cannot relate to and this is one of them. There are some instances I can relate to primarily through application, and this is one of them. What have I given up for the kingdom of God? Or should I say what of significance have I given up for the kingdom of God? Now here is the key….. WILLINGLY!!! When I reflect on years gone by, I believe there have been times where I’ve said “Father, whatever it takes, I’m yours” and then when He takes, I say, “Hey, wait a minute, I didn’t know you were going to do that! If I would have known that….”

There are some things I have “given up” that have caused me great bitterness, grief and anger toward my Father God, that is not what I am talking about. He and I have, and in some instances are working through that. What I am talking about is what I willingly yield to Him for the kingdom’s sake.

There is nothing easy about kingdom work, serious kingdom work. I don’t know about you, but it scares me at times and in all candor — this kingdom thing can really be vexing.

Father Spirit, it’s pretty paltry, when I look at the list of “give ups” for the kingdoms sake. Then again, I don’t suppose you are keeping any kind of scorecard. I am sure, when the time comes to let go, you’ll let me know. You always do.

Published in: on August 31, 2007 at 8:18 am Leave a Comment

In The Garden

In The Garden

Mark 14:41


Three times he said “awake”

Three times they chose to slumber

    So desperately he wanted them to be there

    So desperately they wanted to simply lie there

What did it matter

What did it hurt

    Would it have stemmed the sweat

    Would it have stayed the flow

Would it change the outcome

Would it prevent the kiss

    Did it mean they didn’t care

    Did it mean they were too callous

How could they know the grieving

How could they comprehend the gravity

    Too late, they’re here

    Too late, we’re gone

Published in: on August 30, 2007 at 4:08 pm Leave a Comment

How Far Is Not Far

How Far Is Not Far?

Mark 12:28-34     

“One of the scribes came near…he asked him, ‘Which commandment is the first of all?’”

 Jesus gives the truth of the law and prophets in the two greatest commandments, there is only one GOD so Love Him and love your neighbor as yourself.  When he concludes his answer to the scribe, the scribe says, “You are right, Teacher…this is much more important than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices.” Demonstrating that he understood the intent of the law not just its letter. When Jesus recognized that he grasped that truth he said to him, “You are not far from the kingdom of God.”

 I suppose the question could be asked, how far?  Or how close was he? And why didn’t Jesus lead him the rest of the way. Why did he leave him lingering on the edge? The text tells us that, “After that no one dared to ask Him any question.” Why not?  Wouldn’t they want to know what else was needed to get either himself or herself or this man the remainder of the way? I have to be candid, Jesus would probably be tossed out of the Campus Crusade for Christ witnessing program and Billy Graham’s Crusade training, for not going all the way with this person! 

 Did Jesus expect something? In Luke, a similar account is used to lead into the story of the Good Samaritan. At the end, the lawyer who had posed the original question was told to “go and do likewise”. Like there was nothing else he needed to do in response to his original question, which was, “What must I do to inherit eternal life?”

 In our Christian culture we use terms like righteousness and justification, saved and born again, to refer to the conversion experience and the qualities we want to ascribe to it. But Jesus refuses to do that. He doesn’t fit the mold of what we would expect, nor should he. He’s not concerned with numbers, notches, or national acclaim. He is just concerned with people. That their heart be right with God. Which is what righteousness is really all about regardless of its theological definition or implications.  Time after time we see Jesus encounter people at the time of deepest need whether it’s physical infirmity or spiritual deprivation, and when he takes action his requirements are minimal, they can be summed up in to simple words, “go and do”. Often times, it is simply “go”. [1]

 Now before you go too far and leap to unfounded conclusions. There is no basis in this for some type of universalism or wink and nod type of conversion. What I am saying is that we basically have a couple of options. When Jesus says things like “Your faith has made you whole” or something similar – apparently that carries over to a saving faith.  If not, then we would have to ask, how one could have a faith deep enough in God that could result in healing but not in “healing”.  Secondly, I don’t believe Jesus would start something that he could not or would not finish. (Those of you who subscribe to predetermination will like this one.) That would mean, whether it was a matter of the law, healing or forgiveness for adultery no further action was required on Jesus’ part because it didn’t matter, the matter had already been settled in eternity. 

 I suppose no one is entirely comfortable with either of those. Especially the second one. But what other options are there? Which leads me back to this scribe who is told by Jesus “You are not far from the kingdom of God.”

 Perhaps there is an obligation on the part of the person involved to do something other than just go and show or sin no more. What if there was an expectation that something was indeed started that must be finished. A seed planted that is yet to take root and grow. Is Jesus’ ministry that of a planter, a seed sower and not a reaper? Is that what the parable of the sower was all about and the series of parables about the kingdom of God? This mustard seed analogy, is that what Jesus meant?

For me, these are hard questions. I recall touring the Billy Graham museum and in one of the video presentations of Mr. Graham’s message he says something to the effect that “your heart may never be as open to the gospel as it is tonight, there may never be a time like this again”. If that’s true, striking while the iron is hot becomes critical, eternally critical. If it is not, then anytime could be the right time to present the gospel. After all, the decision to receive Christ is not just an emotional decision it is a decision of the soul, the entire being. It is not just an intellectual decision it is a decision of the soul, the entire being.

 So the seeds that Jesus is planting, some will fall on the path never to sprout at all. Some will have heard his teaching, found a moment of belief only to have that minute of faith snatched away by the evil one deceiving them with lies and causing them embarrassment or shame. Others, may find joy in it all, set some roots, only to find that it is much more difficult than they imagined. This “take up your cross daily and follow me” is just a bit heavier than expected so they drop out of the journey. Others, sink their roots deep and are in it for the long haul and the harvest.

 Of course, this whole notion opens doors that many people do not want to walk through, which is a topic for another time.




[1] Matthew 8:4, 9:6, Mark 1:44, 2:11, 5:34, 10:52, Luke 5:24, 7:50, 17:14,19; John 4:50, 8;11

Published in: on August 29, 2007 at 12:10 pm Leave a Comment

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Greatness — Mark 9:33-37

Then they came to Capernaum; and when he was in the house he asked them, “What were you arguing about on the way?” But they were silent, for on the way they had argued with one another who was the greatest. He sat down, called the twelve, and said to the them, “Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all.” (Mark 9:33-35)

It’s obvious they told someone what they were arguing about since Jesus knew and addressed the issue. It must have been a tad embarrassing for all of them. After all, what had any of them done to deserve greatness in the first place? Putting greatness aside, what had any of them demonstrated that would impute any sense of leadership to any one of them?

I suppose I could cast a few stones in the direction, but I am pitiful myself when it comes to that kind of nonsense. Not so much greatness, as recognition and attention. I have made progress in moving away from that in some regards, but there is still much work to be done. Nevertheless, it’s a sad state of affairs. I was just thinking of it last night as I was going to bed in fact. So maybe God is giving me a bit of a wake up call this morning.

There is no secret when it comes to the “why” of it. I am pretty clear on that. I guess I’m just disappointed that I haven’t dumped more of that baggage then I have. Then again, maybe I have released more than I realize, and what’s left over I am more sensitive too. I think I like that better. Either way, it appears there is more work to be done.

Father, it really is pitiful the way I look for or seek recognition. I think sometimes it is to affirm my worth, but you have already done that, so why isn’t that enough? Grant me the courage to let go of whatever it is I’m hanging on to and seek only your love, rest only in your grace, and find all that I need in your presence. In Jesus Name.

Published in: on August 28, 2007 at 7:31 am Comments (1)